That is all.
November 14th, 2009
That is all.
November 6th, 2009
The problem with fanfic writing is the fact that many canons, sooner or later, simply run out. In the case of TMNT, no worthwhile new stuff besides a few sporadic comics has come out since the last movie. It's pretty much been a two-year dry spell. After that much time, writing from the same material over and over again starts to feel a little stale. Ideas run dry, and authors lose interest when all inspiration is two years old.
Ending this fandom famine is beyond the power of the fans themselves—at least, we cannot influence each other enough to revive the fandom as a whole. The event that will inspire TMNT artists and writers again will be the introduction of new, quality TMNT canon. The upcoming movie might do it. I doubt Turtles Forever, as good as it looks, will do it because it's barely even advertised, and the only people who will know to watch it will be kids and hardcore fans. It's only showing once, to boot.
I wonder what would happen if fans started sending letters and emails to Nickelodeon, expressing hope that they will take the franchise in the right direction and specifying what that right direction would be, citing examples of the first comics and the new animated series' first four seasons. I wonder how they're supposed to know the Turtles fanbase has grown up unless we tell them.
I wonder how many people would be interested in a spam project like that. I could do a little research to find contact information, write up a couple generic letters for people who have no time to write one of their own, things like that. The hardest part would be getting the word out. Still, if it's spread to enough people, it might yield some interesting results.
October 2nd, 2009
This was my first time seeing So You Think You Can Dance live, but the people I went with said it was the best show yet. Lots of humor (including the really clever and hilarious use of Jeanine and Phillip's notorious Russian Folk Dance). Marvelous dancing. Some of the routines were even better live than they were on the show. I'll run through a few of the highlights and try not to spoil much for people on my f-list who might be going to the show later on. I won't run through ALL the highlights, just the ones I have comments on besides "OMG %(*&@)@(*%&@)%@* SO AMAZING!"
First of all, Caitlin and Phillip had more to do than I expected. They were introduced as "special guests" and were clearly outside of the top ten, but they still came out to introduce the routines at times. Caitlin had her Bollywood with Jason, and Phillip had his hip-hop (not the chain one) with Jeanine. I swear, everyone had a 30-second solo as usual except for Phillip, who must have been given a full minute. He was a blast and nearly as charming as Evan (yes, Evan is even more charming live). I was pleased to see he kept up with all the other dancers in the group routines--he must have been practicing since he left the show! I was also pleased to see Jason with so much to do, as he was only beginning to blossom when he was cut from the show.
Hokay, the actual routines.
1. Jeanine and Phillip's hip-hop
I remember how she was so nervous on the show because she'd never done hip-hop before. She was still hard to look at when Phillip was clearly the experienced one, but she was definitely a lot better than she was on the show, and they seemed to be having a bit more fun. I still liked the chain dance better. XD
2. Caitlin and Jason's Bollywood
I admit I didn't like this when I saw it on the show. I love Bollywood, but I thought they were too out-of-sync. This time, however, they were smashing.
3. Kayla and Kupono's Contemporary "Vampire Dance"
I love this routine beyond all imagination. This was the dance where I suddenly found Kayla being one of my favorites. Honestly, she and Jeanine really did make up my top two girls, but I kinda wanted Kayla to win. She is the most amazing performer, and Kupono just...AHH! That said, the routine was even more chilling and exciting to see live than it was on TV. The kind of electricity and chemistry (I hate using that word, but it's so true of them) that they have as a couple doesn't transmit quite as much until you've actually seen them. Seeing it live also lets you see what the cameras edited out--close to the end, when they're holding hands and, well, shaking violently somehow, they're taking slow, heavy steps forward, not just standing there. On the show, we didn't see below their waists during that part.
4. Melissa and Ade's classical pas de deux
Romeo and Juliet. I loved Melissa in this one, and I do love Ade, but he was a little shakier than she was, seeing as how she's a trained ballerina and he's not. I wasn't crazy about it on the show, but it was so sweet to see live, and it was easy to tell how much of a dream come true it was for Melissa to dance the role of Juliet--she was really into it!
5. Kayla and Jason's "Zombie"Hip-Hop
No eye paint for Kayla! T_T
6. Jeanine and Jason's "Necklace"
To look at it, it was probably the most difficult routine of the night, just because they keep passing the necklace back and forth. They visibly struggled with the timing this time, and it left me wincing. I love the routine, and I love these two dancers, but this was definitely sloppier than it was on the show.
7. Janette and Brandon's "Thief" Jazz
No stairs! But still very cute and charming.
8. Anything Janette Did
It's only AFTER the show that I see why she was Mia's favorite. Something about seeing her live, although I knew from the beginning that she could do anything.
9. Jeanine and Brandon's Paso Doble
AUGH IT ROCKS. So much more electrifying live. I feel that of any of the girls, Jeanine is the most likely to be able to pull off a paso doble. I really think that she tops the other ladies as far as sheer physical strength goes, which makes her such a great match for Brandon in routines like this and "Battlefield." And Brandon, of course, is just unbelievable. Always knew he'd make the top four.
10. Kayla and Kupono's "Addiction" Contemporary
Again, even more amazing live. Kayla is just like no one else. The one thing they changed was that she actually walks away at the end, instead of standing there with her arms hanging loose and looking completely wasted. I kinda liked it the first way better.
11. Melissa and Ade's "Breast Cancer" Contemporary
Okay, I am finally a true believer. On the show, I was kind of rolling my eyes and thinking Tyce DiOrio was just trying to outdo Mia Michaels in the "empathy for the plight of the messed up person" department, but I must have missed that he was writing the dance as a tribute to his close friend who was dealing with breast cancer. Seeing the dance live did make me cry. Melissa and Ade were so beautiful through the whole thing, and it felt like being shocked every time he forced her back on her feet.
Between routines, the dancers came out and announced the next routine. The best at doing this, in my opinion, were Randi and Phillip. They were both personable and made the scripting their own. Kupono was also delightful. I did have to put up with hearing one of the people I went with calling Randi "fat" (Randi, if you haven't seen the show, is the thickest-set girl, very curvy and gorgeous but not bird-boned like a few of them).
Anyway, it was an amazing night. I'm still processing the awesome of it all. There were a lot more routines than the one I listed, and they were all just superb, but those were the ones I clearly remembering having thoughts on.
September 23rd, 2009
On a related note, crocs are not cool.
Mike and Splinter were probably my favorites to play (which is funny, since they're characters I play in an RPG my friends and I have going) simply because they're FAST. They go crazy-fast and hit so many times the other character doesn't even have a chance to get up and hit back. Raph is pretty fun, too, and after getting used to him, so is Leo. Don is fun for completely different reasons--his range is NUTS. He can hit like six people at once. Leo's range is almost as awesome. Splinter has this fantastic rush move that's just devastating and you can start out a good ways away from someone before BAM.
And now I have devolved into fangirl babble. Ahem. Excuse me while I retrieve my dignified, aloof persona from the drain.
Thumb pain seems to respond to Ibuprofen. I spent all of yesterday trying to remember not to type--something I can't do today because of RP tonight. But said digit is pretty well-rested and hopefully ready for the big night. Playing video games last night didn't help a lot, but fortunately it was my left thumb doing most of the work. Amazingly, this game has been released for PS2 AND Wii, and I happen to have a PS2. I have ordered it. It is highly recommended. Tons of fun. All kinds of badass moves. Like, you can actually grab someone's wrist as they try to strike you and flip them to the ground. Stuff like that. It rocks.
September 21st, 2009
September 3rd, 2009
That made me plunder my head for the reason I write fanfic, and the reason I keep despairing at writing for TMNT. It occurred to me that I really don't consider a creative work successful until it means something to someone else. For about a year, probably longer, most reviews received in the fandom are short "I like it! Update soon!" reviews that give no indication of whether or not the reviewer remembered the fic after they navigated away from the page. Getting practically nothing but those kinds of reviews really started leaving me cold, like I'd lost my touch, or like I was no longer needed--obsolete, somehow, or at least I'd lost any sort of unique fingerprint.
But then there were those few reviews that really sounded like they were interested in the fic. I need to focus on THOSE readers and write for them. That would get me back in the game, even if I was just writing for two or three people. I could really ENJOY writing TMNT if I remembered that I was writing for people who found meaning, or at least entertainment, in my stories. The fact that those people are vastly outnumbered by "Update soon" people just made it harder to remember they were there, and I really apologize.
...I have FIVE multichapters to finish--three in TMNT, one in Star Trek, and one in Elfquest. But Endgame is SO CLOSE to being finished, maybe I'll start with that.
September 2nd, 2009
"Vegetarian--isn't that a Native American word for 'poor hunter?'"
That made me laugh. But trying to tell me I'm doing the wrong thing without having researched it the way I have really isn't funny, especially since you just said you didn't care. Clearly you do care. Out with it, and I can maybe assuage your concerns and assure you I'm very happy doing this. I won't try to convert you, because vegetarianism, to me, is not a religion. I'm not mad, just...well, this is really unnecessary.
August 29th, 2009
I should be ashamed of myself, shouldn't I?
August 10th, 2009
On a side note, I was playing Sims while waiting for it to kick in. Only after I got off the computer did I really notice a change. Therefore, three Benadryl apparently give similar zombification symptoms as playing Sims.
July 18th, 2009
Of course, it's entirely possible that I discovered a fandom thirty years too late.
July 10th, 2009
There's this one dancer who didn't really do anything for me until a couple weeks ago, when she completely blew me away and turned my brain on to her mind-blowing talent. She seems really nice and never comes across as arrogant. The judges adore her. For some reason, America doesn't seem to. After performing in the best routine of the night, perhaps of the season so far, she ended up in the bottom three couples. She wasn't cut, fortunately, but it really struck me as odd. Then I read an article that hit the nail on the head--she's a blonde-haired blue-eyed petite beauty who can do anything she puts her mind to. Most of America hated this kind of girl in high school, and regardless of her dancing and whether or not they actually know her, are still holding a petty grudge against an attractive girl who doesn't apologize for her gifts. She's not even being over-hyped--she really is that good.
She wasn't in the bottom three last night, fortunately, so maybe people are getting the idea. In place of her and her partner were the couple who actually fell at the end of one of their routines (the judges laughed it off, but I think America jumped right on it). After this, though, when we're voting for her as an individual and not a member of a duo, I fear for how long she'll last. I wouldn't mind seeing her in the finale, personally. I mean, look at this addiction-themed routine.
Cool icon, though, huh? Made by Winnychan and based on events that transpired in our massive epic beast of an RPG we've got going on with some friends. I still can't believe how much I love it. *hugs Mike*
To balance out the emotional...ness of this post, I bring you STAR TREK PARODIES. Okay, they've been around for a while, but some people must not've seen 'em yet.
How many members of the crew of the Enterprise/DS9/Voyager does it take to change a light bulb?
July 5th, 2009
In unrelated news, I moronically checked out a Craigslist listing for a date and found a guy who seemed really cool, funny, and charming. After five emails, he told me he had an intense sexual fantasy about me, in spite of the link to my fics that he asked me to provide (whatever that means). Maybe not everyone feels offended and objectified by a statement like that, but I'm done with the whole affair.
I really want to write TMNT fan fiction again, but I'm not really interested in my current projects anymore. I'll still finish them, of course, but I want to try writing really new stuff with a fresh perspective not tainted by what I've written before. I want a fresh start in the fandom. Breathe in, breathe out, just write what's fun.
I'm gonna watch Touch and Go.
June 29th, 2009
2. Turn your music player on and turn it on random/shuffle.
3. Write a drabblet/ficlet related to each song that plays. You only have the time frame of the song to finish the drabble; you start when the song starts, and stop when it's over. No lingering afterward! No matter how whacked out your drabble is. :)
4. Do ten of these, then post them.
The fandom is TMNT, predictably enough. I figured I needed an exercise like this, and it was fun! Except BNL kept coming up at first. Weird and challenging.
( When in Rome by Nickel Creek )
( Fett's 'Vette by MC Chris )
June 27th, 2009
AHHHHH!
Okay, for someone of limited means, I've been to a lot of operas in my life, especially compared to most. The cast I saw on Thursday night was simply the best I've ever seen live.
Don Carlo is not an opera for the beginner. In fact, it's an opera I rarely listen to all the way through, and when I see it on DVD, I often skip past parts. Verdi looooves to linger in this. Rodrigo takes two arias to die--one before he gets shot, one after. With extreme melodrama (people fainting from great emotion) and constant angst, it's about what people imagine when they think of opera cliches. So why go see it? Here's the thing: although there are parts I'd consistently skip past, the parts I listen to I listen to over and over again, and get chills every single time. Verdi really makes you weep for an old king who is forced by the Grand Inquisitor to live friendless and even loveless, even when said king regally watched people being burned at the stake in the scene before. It's NUTS.
Last night...well, okay, I wanted to sit down with the stage director and give her an earful about just having people stand in a line and sing when an opera is a STAGE DRAMA, but everything else was incredible. The conductor caressed the music. It was so obvious that he loved it. The orchestra absolutely sang for him. It was magical. The guy who played the Grand Inquisitor was visibly startled when he walked onstage during the curtain call and slammed with uproarious applause, but I wasn't surprised. He had the biggest, juiciest, most coffee-black voice I've had the privilege to hear live. Continuing up, the lady playing Eboli was the most incredible mezzo--the perfect vocal weight and color for Verdi, but had those devilish high notes like nothing else. The baritone playing Rodrigo was the only lyric (light) voice in the main cast, but he still held his weight with all the heavier voices, even the tenor playing Carlo, who SOUNDED like a baritone but had the range of a tenor (he was mmmmmmmm). James Morris is a rougher bass than I prefer, but it was epically stirring to listen and watch during his ten-minute aria (my personal favorite part of the opera). I was not disappointed. In fact, I was under a spell during the entire time, and keep coming back to it in my imagination. He wasn't Ferruccio Furlanetto, but I still wanted to wrap myself up in that aria, underplayed just perfectly with only the barest sob toward the end, almost more like a hitch in his breath. I tend to prefer the aria to be sung almost like he is sleepwalking, since the music portrays the emotion perfectly and hamming it up only distracts from that (an occurrance that rarely happens in opera), but he was marvelous. It's one of those rare moments in life that I just wish I could carry with me, hold on to, keep it perfectly preserved and unfaded by time so I can revisit it at will. I think I breathed four times throughout the whole ten minutes of that aria.
But it's not just about the bass. Moving on!
Angela Brown was in absolutely perfect form as Elizabeth. She's the only one of the singers I'd heard before, and that was while she was still only a rising star at the Met and not a full-blown star. She has a huge, dark, creamy voice and sang like the part was tailor-made for her. The aria I normally find to be long-winded was so wonderfully sung I was sitting forward in my seat and cherishing each note.
Still, throughout I was thinking about how differently I would direct each scene. For one thing, it irks me when there's action in the music but not on stage. I hate it when people stand in one place during an ensemble and sing to the audience. Also when Elizabeth faints and Philip calls for help, no one actually HELPS her. Eboli sings pitifully about how remorseful she feels, Rodrigo stands there, and Philip just looks nervous. No one even touches the poor unconscious girl. Why not? While Eboli sings about remorse, Rodrigo could be carrying Elizabeth to a chair or a couch, and Philip (being old) could fret a bit more, since he WAS the one who made her faint and Rodrigo's calling him out on it and this has to be very embarrassing. I did love that Elizabeth slammed her hand on the table while arguing with Philip, and only assumed the expected "submissive wife" attitude when he glowered at her--first time she seemed like a real woman in the whole opera. I'd've liked to see a bit more of that, almost, even if it would be inappropriate for the time period and her class for her to be THAT feisty. Since Philip is accusing her of adultery, and this could result in major repercussions, I'd like to see her have a strength more equal to his--lack of propriety can be excused in her mind since the situation is so desperate. What's more, Philip is shown as being so vulnerable in this scene already, so I'd like to see their argument as having more of a back-and-forth quality, but in the end he has a bit more force, since he's already lost a battle with the Grand Inquisitor and he sure as hell won't lose this one--only he loses it and she freaks and passes out. I always like it best when he completely loses all his fight when he sees her faint, and feels like the big jerk he is. I've seen her fall into his arms when she faints, but I actually like it better for her to fall to the floor and for him to stand there stunned, like he's afraid he'll make it worse by touching her. I'd also make Elizabeth's reaction a bit less shocked when Eboli confesses to sleeping with Philip, 'cause seriously--did Elizabeth think Philip was being as chaste as he expects her to be? He's the king. Of course she's shocked at Eboli for being a hypocrite, accusing her of adultery when she's the adulteress herself, but Elizabeth practically doubled over in shock in this production, and that's just not very regal. It was the one thing I liked about Mirella Freni's depiction of this character--her reaction to that revelation is to become a marble statue, frozen like the last friend she thought she had just abandoned her and this was how she could cope--by becoming scary. It's sort of a chain of scariness--Philip loses to the Grand Inquisitor, Elizabeth loses to Philip, Eboli loses to Elizabeth. I'd actually like for Elizabeth to be anticipating this news as Eboli keeps stammering bits and pieces of the confession. This whole scene in the king's study is my absolute favorite in the opera, to the point where I've said it'd be my favorite opera if it were only THAT scene, and I'd like to see it done really well. It was sung perfectly, but the director needed to have more imagination. And so did Schiller, who wrote the original play.
EBOLI: Remorse! I slept with the king your husband!
ELIZABETH: ...WHY? He's like eighty!
EBOLI: Um...remorse?
ELIZABETH: Well, you're fired, yeah, but EW. Even I don't sleep with the king when I don't have to. Anyways, exile or convent, your choice, but sleeping with him might've been its own punishment. Ick.
EBOLI: In history, he was only like thirty when he married you.
ELIZABETH: What does history have to do with this opera?
EBOLI: ...Remorse.
I'd've liked to see Elizabeth and Eboli both played as real women instead of The Virtuous Heroine and The Smoldering Temptress. But it's a romantic opera, so that's hard to do. I've seen it done, but it's hard to pull off. I also prefer Carlo to be poisonously sarcastic when Rodrigo comes to visit him in prison. I mean, he believes Rodrigo, his best friend, betrayed him, and suddenly he's going on about how great it is for Rod to visit him in prison. This being the most WTF of Verdi's major operas, it's not the weirdest thing to happen onstage, but STILL.
June 15th, 2009
It's not that I'm second-guessing a single thing. I knew when I adopted Sumi that I was agreeing to pay for all her medical care right then, not at the time she actually needed it. But it's stressful. I hate putting her on meds. Last time, she stopped using the litter box. I hope the anti-viral isn't too expensive.
June 10th, 2009
However...HAHA YES THEY'RE GETTING MARRI
May 31st, 2009
I hear some arguments against the new Star Trek movie, almost exclusively from Trekkies, that character development and Gene Roddenberry’s vision were sold in favor of lots of action and explosions and fight scenes and cool special effects. These are my thoughts on that.
I’m a Trekkie myself (I use the term in the non-derogatory fashion, since the show’s creators came up with the term). Nevertheless, I felt more empathy for Kirk and Spock in slightly over two hours of this movie than I have in over forty years’ worth of movies and syndicated TV episodes. Maybe it’s because this Kirk isn’t merely altruistic—he actually goes through a process in the movie to become so. Spock I can relate to as a human being now, instead of seeing him as a kinda cool dude who can knock people out by pinching their necks. Having an occasional struggle with vivid emotion as a plot device is okay, but for that struggle to be constant, everyday—that is something I can empathize with. That, to me, is exciting.
As far as actual character development goes, I watched Kirk go from being a thoroughly unlikable person to a grown-up who doesn’t give a thought about putting his life in danger for the greater good. To achieve that in a single movie without making it seem contrived is miraculous, and they did it by implying that this aspect of Kirk was always there, dormant, and merely came out when he had the chance to be what he needed, in the most basic part of his character, to be. All this happened, and they never sacrificed his flaws. I watched Spock begin to accept that emotions do not always respond to logic, and that there are ways to find peace with them without forcibly suppressing or denying them. I can feel for him. I watched a few lines of thoroughly organic dialogue turn some guy who climbed aboard a shuttle into Leonard McCoy, an irascible doctor who is terrified of space travel but has nowhere else to go because his ex-wife took everything from him in the divorce. I watched Sulu go from being a nervous, somewhat shy young helmsman who makes basic mistakes to a bold swordsman and then to a confident pilot—and he was one of the least developed characters. In her first scene, Uhura was shown as a confident, intelligent young woman who, while openly uninterested in the idiot hitting on her in a bar, isn’t too good to be flattered by his advances or laugh at his jokes without compromising her original answer. She’s entirely disgusted with the twerps trying to ‘defend’ her, as much as she would be with anyone participating in a senseless bar fight. She takes crap from no one, but like the original Uhura, she’s neither a fighter nor a leader. She’s simply and comfortably herself.
Gene Roddenberry’s vision was of a future in which we are a better society, and where compassion and humanitarianism are more important than pride or greed. J.J. Abrams admitted that, while he’s not a Trek fan, Roddenberry’s notes were moving and inspiring to him. I don’t think there’s anything in this movie that compromises that vision, besides the fact that there appears to be money or at least some sort of credit system in this future, and that is only implied and not a basic motivator of mankind (which was the point in not having money in canon Trek). It remains an optimistic future, which is always marvelously refreshing and one of the best things about Star Trek. Remember how Chekov was a sign of Roddenberry’s hope that the Cold War would end peacefully? Remember how the Cold War ended peacefully? Yeah.
May 17th, 2009
Your result for The Social Persona Test (What kind of man/woman are you?)...
The Librarian (QTBF)
Quirky Traditional Beta Female

You know the story--The quiet, smart girl who emerges from her shell to become the new queen bee. Nothing wrong with nerdy girls, in fact there aren't enough of you. Your best match is The Late Bloomer, as he once was the male version of you.
You are more QUIRKY than NORMAL.
You are more TRADITIONAL than LIBERAL.
You are more PASSIVE than DOMINANT.
When picking a date, consider: The Late Bloomer (QTAM), The Lord of the Misfits (QLAM), The Snowball's Chance in Hell (QTBM), The Suit (NTAM), or The Altar Boy (NTBM).
Avoid: The Frat Boy (NLAM)
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