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Hornblower oneshot for Luceti headcanon

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This is, uh, "official headcanon" for my character on Luceti. For anyone else reading it, it's just a fanfic.  The female OC in this isn't supposed to be very likable, but since it's Horatio's POV and he can tend to romanticize women in his head, this is how she's seen by him.



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Most Devastating Character Deaths

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Sometimes, when a character dies, you cry.  Other times, it makes you disown the book/movie/series altogether.  Here are some of the character deaths I took hardest.

Obviously, SPOILERS will happen here.

5. Tidus from Final Fantasy X
Okay, this is a weird one: I haven't even played all the way through the game.  The REASON is because I know Tidus dies at the end and I don't want to see that.  I don't even LIKE him that much, but it's awful to see someone so high-spirited go like that.  So the death is so devastating that I won't even get that far.

4. Allen Frances Doyle from Angel
I have a love-hate relationship with this series, but Doyle was by far my favorite character.  He dies ten episodes in.  Honestly, I never liked the series as much after that.  I thought his struggle to overcome sloth and fight for good was fantastic.  For a bit, it looked like they were going to replace him with Lindsey as a character fighting that same fight, but it never paid off.  So really, I never had a favorite character after he left.  I cried, and was never really invested in the show again.

3. Charlie Pace from Lost
Yeah, this death was a deal breaker for me.  Despite being a less-than-likable character in the second season, he was my favorite in season 1, and he was one of the first we could really bond with.  He was on the original expedition with Jack and Kate and had a redemption story I was dying to see play out.  And it did!  He had a death truly worthy of his character arc.  Still, it HURT.  I lingered for a few more episodes, then gave up.  I couldn't bear it without him, somehow.

2.  Archie Kennedy from Horatio Hornblower
Now, THIS death wasn't just a deal breaker--it pissed me off.  Kennedy was a PERFECT foil for Horatio, always keeping him from getting too serious.  While Horatio was protective, Kennedy was nurturing.  Horatio was somewhat stoic and naive, Kennedy was both high-spirited and troubled.  They even have the greatest buddy movie shot at one point, running in slow motion across and exploding bridge.  It was like Lethal Weapon in 1795.  But apparently the author's estate was not keen on Horatio's best friend in the A&E series being someone who didn't really exist in the books, so they made them kill off the character in time for Horatio's canon best friend to step in.  Thing is, Bush is serious, too.  They could have been a power trio!.  Horatio would be Kirk, Bush would be Spock, and Kennedy would be McCoy!  It's perfect!

What really made it devastating, I think, was the fact that Kennedy went through so many horrible things in life that we really, really wanted him to live happily ever after--he's earned it, dammit!  But he ends up sacrificing both life and reputation to save Horatio, who he's always had a raging inferiority complex with.  After years of abuse at the hands of a man who single-handedly gave him stress-induced seizures (there's implied sexual abuse), two years in a Spanish prison where he was psychologically tortured, and a constant life in his best friend's shadow, he needed something better.  But he dies young, and the only one who will remember him as he really is is the one person he really, really cares about knowing.  Horatio nursed Kennedy back to health after Kennedy had given up on life entirely and neither party forgets something like that, ever.  Neither do I.

1. Sirius Black from Harry Potter
Every time I mention this one, people say, "Yeah, and DUMBLEDORE!  Dumbledore was the worst!  I mean, Sirius was bad, but DUMBLEDORE!"

Fuck Dumbledore.  By the time that came along, I didn't care enough to read the book.  The only reason I read it was because a friend bought it for me, and unless it's a singing fish, you can't just let a gift lie around unused, right?  Anyway, I still haven't read the last one, and I don't plan to do so.

No, Sirius Black's death killed the series for me.  I respect and understand those who still love it, but he was my favorite character, dammit, and that always tends to make it harder to be interested.  I don't like character death as a rule, and when the majority of your reason for reading has died, you lose motivation.  It happens.

See, when Sirius died, I didn't just throw the book down.  I threw the book down and WEPT.  I was crying on and off for the next day.  I don't usually GRIEVE for fictional characters.  Maybe I'll get a little misty-eyed over the sadness, but I don't GRIEVE.  It was actual GRIEF.  That is embarrassingly extreme.  I eventually found it in me to finish the rest of the book, but I decided I was done with the series after that.  I don't like getting invested, then being paid off that way.  It's not really that the author is at fault--actually the fact that I got THIS invested is really to her credit--but I, individually, couldn't do the series anymore.  So the author was TOO good.  Hence this being the most devastating character death in my memory.

Another character gush

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SPOILER ALERT

Mr. Yang  -  Psych  -  USA Network

 

I haven’t been a Psych fan for very long.  I haven’t even caught up at this point.  But I made sure to watch the episodes with Mr. Yang, and she has already become one of my absolute favorite TV villains of all time.

 

When I started watching the first episode featuring the “Yin-Yang Serial Killer,” I prepared myself for yet another Riddler rip-off.  It turned out to be a tad scarier than that, or at least I thought so.  Mr. Yang lives for the game and the story told within the game.  She loves messing with peoples’ minds.  When it is said that she targets someone, the target is not the murder victim—it’s the detective in charge of the case, for whom she tailors all her clues.  It’s not about winning or losing, but the wild ride on the way there.  Interestingly, she doesn’t pick Shawn as her target out of a sense of hatred (revenge?) or pride (he is the greatest at what he does, so I must defeat him!), but because she genuinely admires and even loves him and thinks this will make for the best game possible.  At the culmination of “An Evening with Mr. Yang,” set at a drive-in movie theater, she says the most astonishing thing, paraphrased here.

 

“You know what I love about this movie?  It has a good ending.  A satisfying resolution.  Now, this story that you and I have created together so beautifully…you wanna know how it ends?  Or do you want it to be a surprise?”

 

She gives Shawn a toothy grin, fingering the detonator that could explode his mother, who sits just a few cars down

 

A lot of insane villains try to rip off the Joker, but Mr. Yang is completely original.  She doesn’t murder out of a sense of malice.  In fact, when Shawn refuses to play her game, she lets her current victim go unharmed—only to turn around and kidnap Shawn’s mother, solely to raise the stakes and recapture her target’s cooperation.  No, she does this so she can make a compelling tale and write a book about it.  After the first episode, she does.  It ends up selling big while she chills in a padded cell.  She doesn’t seem to mind the isolation, but she relishes Shawn’s visit in “Mr. Yin Presents,” leering and making an utterly shameless pass at him that lacks any sense of irony.  It’s disturbing, in the way I like to be disturbed, that she is actually turned on by him.  She’s charismatic and creepy, affable and evil, magnificently brilliant and torrentially crazy.  But when we’re given the world from her perspective, we can see the logic.  It’s not our logic, but it’s a logic.  Even in her depravity, her character has rules, and the writers abide by them.

 

One of the most interesting things about her as a villain is her effect on our hero Shawn, who is generally immature and takes nothing seriously even if someone has a gun pointed at him.  It’s rare for us to see him in a truly serious moment, and before he and Yang even come face to face, he has to designate Gus as the court jester for the episode.  Otherwise, he loses focus and gets lost in the horror of the situation.  Shawn lacks the emotional maturity and resilience to really be suited to having an archnemesis, which makes it absolutely perfect for him to have one forced on him.  He buckles less when in physical danger than in emotional danger, and it’s very striking to see him go to that place.  No one, not even a seasoned officer like Lassiter, is prepared for someone like Yang to target them.  Shawn, in spite of his immaturity, does his best, forced to grow up temporarily and rethink his usual process of mucking about, goofing off, slinging about a few meaningless 80’s references, and eventually nailing the case to the wall.  Yang has a profound effect of pulling the rug out from beneath him without even speaking a word to him.

 

I can’t wait till we meet Mr. Yin face to face the way we met Mr. Yang.  I don’t imagine he’ll be as charming, since he’s supposed to be even more twisted than she is and they’re supposed to be opposites, but I can’t help but feel like we’ll know a little more about Mr. Yang once we’ve met Mr. Yin.  Mostly, I want to see more of Yang—all 110 grinning batshit pounds of her glorious genius.

 

“This is why I chose you—my most admirable foe.”

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I'm just sayin'.

They made an Order of the Stick shout-out at the stunt show at the ren faire yesterday.  They made a zillion other shout-outs, but that was the best one.

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Weirding yourself out

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I was watching the commentaries for season 2 of Leverage when I realized that not everyone watches them for the same reason.

I sometimes hunt down and read interviews with actors.  I was wondering why I do this when I hate remembering an actor's name while I'm watching them play a character.  Associating that face with a real person messes with the escapism.  But simply, it's for the same reason I watch commentaries: I'm hoping people will give little insights or tidbits into the characters.

I think it's left over from writing fanfic.  You know how even the tiniest bit of information is something that helps you map out the whole?  I collect info almost obsessively.  I don't even write fanfic anymore and I HAVE to have as accurate an image of these characters as possible in my head.  I HATE the idea that I'm misunderstanding something.  So now I know which Leverage actors are the most chatty about their characters (and spoilers *coughTimHuttoncough*) and which voices on the commentaries belong to which character-knowledgeable people (John Rogers FTW).  It occurred to me that I'm a little weird when I started to realize not everyone in the fandom had read/heard this little insight or that little insight and have only had the show--actual canon--to figure things out by.  The tidbits I've found?  Could be changed at any time.

That would suck.

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Leverage fandom, hypnosis is not brain rape.  Neither is suggestion.  Granted, neuro-linguistic programming doesn't really seem like a nice thing to try out on your friends, but it's still not brain rape.  Apparently, it's planting a suggestion in such a way as to make someone think it was their own idea.  Not that big a deal when the suggestion is "pour me tea," and surely it wouldn't work if the suggestion was "jump off a cliff or do something else harmful."

Also, any woman with a good enough sense of self-preservation not to date a self-destructive man should be lauded, not criticized for "not accepting him as he is."

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Recycled Meme

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I was going over old LJ entries and found this meme.  I remember having so much fun with I about passed out.  So I'm gonna do it again--this time, with almost twice as many fandoms.

Name a character I know and I'll tell you three (or more) facts about them from my own personal pseudo-canon.


Fandoms I know:
TMNT
Lord of the Rings
Whedonverse (BTVS and ATS)
Usagi Yojimbo
Final Fantasy 4-9
Chrono series (Trigger and Cross)
Xenogears
Star Trek (any series or film except TAS)
Firefly
Dollhouse
Leverage
Samurai Champloo
Fullmetal Alchemist (first anime)
Vorkosigan Saga
Order of the Stick

If you pick a character I did last time, I'll probably just repeat what I said in that entry.  No limit on characters you can pick.  Tori is bored!

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Because I have to

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Spoilers for a future episode of Leverage ahead.  I don't know if ANYONE on my f-list (besides Aub, who's never on LJ) watches this show, but I have to get this off my chest.  Keep in mind that this is just venting my terror, not predicting what will happen.  None of this is meant to be taken particularly seriously, and mild annoyance at some news about my favorite television show is, ultimately, not the only emotion I'm venting.

What are they thinking?

Oh, I know what they're thinking: FANSERVICE.  They're thinking fanservice!  Usually they manage to do that with short moments, but THIS?

Seriously, peeps.  If you're a fan of Christian Kane and want to hear him sing, buy his freaking album.  Or watch that one clip from Angel over and over again.  Please don't pester the (ultra-kindly accessible) producers and writers into giving his character a song on the sho--crap.

I know, I know I should trust the writers to keep it from being too wildly out of character.  It's just that said writers (and the producers, and the actor) have said that Eliot singing isn't really...plausible.  At all.  They ruled out the possibility of it happening a long time ago.  Are they finally caving to fan pressure, or have they found a way to slip it in without making me want to flatten my face against the top of my desk until my sinuses cave in and the bones in my nose spear through my brain?

It wouldn't be nearly as freaky if they hadn't JUST had an episode centering around a (different) character's musical talent.  And it was a REALLY GOOD episode.  Really, really good!  Having ANOTHER character pose as a musician two episodes later has the potential for disaster.  Not to mention what happened last time Eliot discovered a hidden talent--he became nearly insufferably smug about it (see, they named this sandwich after him, so it was obviously a pretty big deal).  We REALLY need a repeat of "The Three Strikes Job?"  Really?  'Cause we already had that episode as well.  Repeating two episodes in one?  Really?

Not that that's what this will be like.  These are really good people working on this show, and they've never put out a bad episode.  How many shows can you say that about?  Not many.  I doubt they'd betray the awesomeness inherent in their work just to throw out some cheap fanservice.  Not without Serious Meddling on the part of the network.

...PLEASE let there be no Serious Meddling on the part of the network.  If that's what this is, we're all screwed.

I am going to go absolutely batshit insane if anything else pops up in my life that is more important than a TV show.

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Leverage: How Much Backstory is Needed?

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The first two or three minutes of season one, episode one of TNT’s Leverage introduces us to an alcoholic who used to be an investigator for a massive company that insures art.  Used to, because as soon as his son took ill they refused to cover a treatment that could have cured him.  Now he is childless, divorced, unemployed, and utterly without direction.  His name is Nate Ford, and his case is infamous.
 
After taking up an offer from someone who claims to have been robbed by a rival company, he is grouped with three thieves he has chased in the past.  We know their names and specialties and the fact that they all have distinct personalities.  That’s about it.
 
Okay, to be fair, we know Parker (no other name given) stole a stuffed rabbit and blew up a house when she was a kid.  We know Alec Hardison once hired a bunch of girls to dress up in gold bikinis a la Princess Leia and fight with light sabers (GEEK PRIDE!).  Eliot Spencer’s flashback reveals that he retrieved a baseball card by beating up a host of guys with guns and didn’t even spill his coffee.  Later on, when we meet future team mom Sophie Devereaux, it’s revealed that she and Nate have a long history together.  Since this initial introduction, we have learned very little else about any of these characters’ pasts.  But exactly how much does that detract from the experience?
 
The fact is that we’re dealing with amazing characters and a cast with absolutely incredible chemistry, but what part does their past play in all that?  The writers of the show try quite consciously to leave most of their backgrounds as blank slates, but are they really doing themselves any favors that way?  It would probably be more problematic if they weren’t revealing the characters’ hidden depths in such a way as to keep background information secret.  It’s an interesting take on character, and one most authors wouldn’t dream of.  After all, what is a more ripe and easy source of depth and angst than a dark, secretive background that’s revealed almost first thing?  The fact that the writers of Leverage are able to create such fascinating characters without falling back on background alone is very telling, and other writers and shows could learn from this example.  After all, in the end, the show is about the characters as they are, not as they used to be.  So why are fans crying for more background information?  Well, there are two reasons.

First of all, the audience expects to have background information on the characters they love.  It’s not a sense of entitlement that causes this so much as out-and-out curiosity and love for the character.  We want to meet Nate’s father not because it's convention, but because we love Nate and want to know as much about him as possible.  We like hearing that Hardison was a foster kid and Eliot used to be claustrophobic.  We take joy in the information and devour the tidbits each episode throws at us.  If you’re dating someone you’re really interested in, you want to see their baby pictures and hear their parents talk about them.  It works the same way with characters.

Second of all, we want character background because, frankly, it’s essential to the character.  It’s not that a character’s history is useless when it exists only in the mind of the author, but the audience needs to be able to place the current story in the context of the character’s life.  For example, Parker, who has one of the most fleshed-out backgrounds on the show, has a clear motive for staying with the group.  We understand, because we have the context of her history, why these people are so important to her and that this is very much a unique life experience for her.

However, the amount of background we know has little to do with this.  Technically, we have “enough” background on Sophie simply because we do understand the events of the series in the context of her life.  All the same, we have very, very little information about her history.  Contrast Eliot, who we have even less on, and whose motives remain a mystery even though we see many, many facets to him.  As a result, he may be the character hardest to relate to on the grounds that we don’t have the context with him that we have with the others.  Does that make it meaningless when we see him compassionate, angry, or annoyed?  Absolutely not.  It’s still character depth, it’s just out of context.

Nonetheless, character background is not the only thing that makes a good character, as Leverage shows very well.  What relevance does Parker's past have when she and Eliot are acting like little kids together?  Do we have to know who Sophie's parents were in order to relate to her identity crisis?  Do we need to know, this moment, what landed Hardison and Parker in foster homes when they were kids?  Not really.  What’s important is that they have that common experience, even if they were different experiences, and can connect to each other on a deeper level than before.  When Eliot chooses to champion a young victim of child abuse, does his motivation come from his past or from his own capacity for compassion?  The important thing is that he is compassionate, and that this is a tender side of him we’ve never really seen before.  I actually prefer to think he, like most people, finds child abuse reprehensible without having to dig up some dirt from his past.  It speaks more to the type of person he is that he finds it horrible without having to be shown firsthand.

The fact of life is that who you are right now is not who you were years ago.  Authors who fall into the trap of defining a character strictly by their past should keep this in mind.  People change, grow, slide down the slippery slope, and change even more.  Their past is past, the road that got them to where they are, the road that has branched out and will continue to branch out into other roads, a network of choices and experiences.  Leverage makes the important statement that a character, and indeed a person, is not limited to what they have previously experienced.  Our stories are still being told, and so are theirs.